As told by Lotus on 10/1/19. There is more to come of this story <3
Aliah first appeared to me as an injured baby bird fallen 15ft from the nest in the rain. I scooped it up and fed it every 30 minutes for weeks until I found a rescue who would take it. I had been pouring loving energy into the bird and withdrew my energy when I found out I’d be giving the bird up. It died within 20 minutes of me withdrawing my energy. That is how I learned how to sustain life energetically.
I buried the bird under the plum tree outside my window. I was in my bedroom crying, looking out the window when I saw an orb of sparkly rainbow light emerge from the ground and fly into my window.
This was not my first time seeing a spirit by any means though. The spirit was grateful and started to zap all my chakras with loving, incredible divine energy and I was happily allowing it until I realized I was happily allowing an orb to zap me, and got scared.
It disappeared.
My second encounter was a few years later when I adopted a cat. The cat clung to my clothes, there was no way I was leaving without it. 2 years later my cat was hit by a car and killed. Its spirit came to me and I recognized it as the same orb. Over the following few weeks I saw the orb transform into a dragon of sorts, communicated with it and established its place as my protector.
Years later the dragon saved my life when I was losing consciousness from being strangled by an abuser. The dragon appeared and threw him off of me and into the wall. 😍
Years later I was deep into a Thelemic/Golden Dawn type of practice and seeing spirits is nothing new to me. I started seeing a lot more than spirits, and asked my guides to show themselves to me. They did, telling me that feeling energy is how I see, and I started channeling angel messages. That is how I know the name of my guide (Aliah) and know my HGA.
In 2018 Aliah saved me from a car accident by physically turning my head to see the oncoming car with enough time to break and avoid a crash.
Unfortunately though angels aren’t the only thing I channeled, and after a series of ‘end of world’ messages from fallen angels, which I entertained mostly out of curiosity, I got very scared. Anyone who has ever channeled knows how intense it can be, and thus I decided to be atheist and to stop meditating. 😂 I stopped stopped practicing all together and tried to block it out. This is the third time in my life I have done this. It worked for a bit but I became terribly off kilter and ended up struggling a lot in life.
That contrast and struggle led me back to myself in 2019, back to energy work (on myself) and consequently I’m seeing more spirits and hearing Aliah again. Of course my angels are here and I can feel their amazing energy more clearly than ever.
Aliah is always on my left 🙂 Or above me healing me.”She” looks like a golden sparkling waterfall cascading down on all sides.